i've got friends who la la lie

so bored :(

exam leave is really not cool at all. think i may go out for lunch even though i have three exams in the next week. i need time to relax! technically have had that for about a month but its okay....kind of.

because of this stupid time i've only really spoken to about three people, not including my parents who dont count. one being, b i think i shall call him. the whole love not getting involved thing leads me to be reluctant to name names. anyway, this b person is like my bestest guy friend at the moment. but he decided that this wasnt good enough for him, and for the past month has being trying to convince me that we should be 'more than friends'.

yeah right.

i mean he's a really nice guy, but hes just not my type at all. and i really cannot be bothered with his pestering. its annoying me. and i also feel really bad at the same time, because the way he's going about it, have honestly had to turn him down about 5 times. and its really not cool :(
because we were such good friends. and now its kinda ruined. how was i to know this was going to happen? he has no right to make me feel guilty...i thought we were friends but i guess he decided to keep the rest to himself. you see, im now reluctant to hang out with him at all, so as not to lead him on, but i really miss hanging out with him as a friend.

hmm what to do?

think i'll go watch the miley and mandy show...makes me laugh (immature: yes, but funny)

xxx